Spiritual/Soul9
Lyrics:
VERSE 1 — (Outward Signs)
I walk these streets in silence,
Hands deep inside my coat.
Folks nod as I pass by them,
But no one knows my road.
I keep my eyes down steady,
I keep my heart pulled tight.
A quiet man in daylight,
A shadow man at night.
REFRAIN 1 — (The First Layer)
And I whisper to the darkness,
“Why do I feel so far?”
But the night gives no answer,
Just the echo of who we are.
VERSE 2 — (Emotional Ache)
There’s a weight upon my ribcage,
Like an anchor I can’t lift.
A longing in my chest bone,
A slow and aching shift.
I wake with it beside me,
I sleep with it the same.
A hunger for a voice
That might one day call my name.
REFRAIN 2 — (Deeper Now)
So I call into the silence,
“Why does my heart stay cold?”
And the wind says, “Child, keep singing—
Some truths take years to unfold.”
VERSE 3 — (The Stories He Tells Himself)
Maybe I was made for distance,
Maybe I was born to roam.
Maybe I’m the kind of soul
Who never finds a home.
Maybe love is for the others,
For the ones who fit the frame.
Maybe I was shaped by sorrow,
And sorrow learned my name.
REFRAIN 3 — (The Descent)
And I tremble in the stillness,
“Why was I left outside?”
And the night says, “Go on deeper—
Your hurt has learned to hide.”
VERSE 4 — (The Wound – Childhood Abandonment)
I was small when they departed,
Too young to understand.
A door closed in the evening,
No warm or waiting hand.
I sat beside the window,
Counting footsteps in the rain.
But no one crossed the threshold
To take away my pain.
I learned not to be needing,
I learned not to expect.
I learned that love can vanish
Without a backward step.
REFRAIN 4 — (The Revelation)
And I cry into the memory,
“Why didn’t they stay for me?”
And the darkness answers softly,
“Some wounds are roots of the tree.”
VERSE 5 — (The Release – Music as Healing)
So I lift my voice in trembling,
Let the old hurt rise and break.
Let the child inside me wail
For every promise love forsake.
My song becomes a river,
My sorrow finds its voice.
And the pieces of my story
Fall quiet by my choice.
REFRAIN 5 — (The Release)
And I sing into the heavens,
“Take this burden from my chest.”
And the sky says, “Child, keep singing—
Your voice will give you rest.”
VERSE 6 — (Quiet Understanding)
Now I know where lonely comes from,
I can name the hidden scar.
I can hold the boy I once was,
Who waited in the dark.
And though I walk in silence,
I’m not empty as before—
For the song that lives within me
Opens every locked‑up door.
FINAL REFRAIN — (The Truth)
So I whisper to the darkness,
“I’m not afraid to see.”
And the night says, “Child, you’re healing—
Your voice has set you free.”
Short Description:
Songs of the Long Night Part I
